She Says That Love is For Fools That Fall Behind

Have you ever wondered what makes people grow apart?  You can be friends with someone for years, but just one year without talking to them can make the biggest difference in the whole relationship.  I guess the awkwardness after that year will show you that you weren't really true friends anyways.  It's so hard to distinguish between a real friendship and something that will blow up in your face.  People are so two-faced these days that they would sabotage your entire reputation just to gain a few more popular friends.  I'm happy to say that once you get out of school, the friendships that you make with new people are pretty much solid, but there are still those few people that like to cause drama in someone else's life so you have to keep an eye out for those.  Most likely, if they are willing to stab someone else in the back, they are willing to do it to you for the right price.  I can honestly say that I have never once tried to step on someone's heart to get a level up in this world.  I would never intentionally hurt someone to make myself more presentable.  I think that those actions just make someone look selfish and foolish.  You lose a friend for someone that might not even take you in.  I've been noticing more and more lately that I never talk to anyone that was supposedly my friend in high school.  I don't really have any contact with anyone from Sheridan and it's strange but great all at the same time.  I didn't want to just cut all my ties when I left, but they were all cut for me from the opposite side. I'm not really worried about it.  I can make new friends, no problem, but it just makes me think about how much I went through with some of those people and we don't even have the slightest communication anymore.  And then I think, well, maybe it WAS kinda my fault since I deleted a few of my contact spots, but I did that to free up some time in my life.  It's not like they don't have my phone number or anything.  They know where I live.  I don't know.  I just like to over analyze I guess.